Yes, I am a procrastinator. That's not 100% correct. I guess you could say that sometimes I procrastinate. There's no rhyme nor reason. That's not 100% correct either. I procrastinate when I don't want to do something. Like dieting and exercising.
I started the ABC's of dieting 23 weeks ago. If I had actually been dieting and exercising I should be down at least 23 pounds right now. That is safely losing only 1 pound per week, but instead I am exactly the same weight I was when I started this blog. The same weight, but I have actually "gained" a few inches. My clothes are definitely a little snugger and disgusting looking on me. Sigh.
What is wrong with me? Why do I put myself through this? I don't have the answers. If I did then I would share them with you and I would also be healthy and skinny. Instead I am miserable and chunky. I really wish there were a magic diet pill we could take and we would instantly be slim and trim, but there's not one and never will be. The only thing to do is count calories and exercise.
It's getting late. I'm not getting any younger. I need to start RIGHT NOW! So having said that I make this promise to you. My reader(s). Tomorrow, Wednesday, May 4, 2011 is going to be the first day of my new diet and exercise program. I am going to get up early and go for a run or do one of my countless exercise videos (depends on the weather). I am taking my lunch and I am going to eat it. I can do this. I have done it before I can do it again. It really isn't that hard.
I saw this quote online tonight. "When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." Author~Unknown. I'm not giving up. I'm holding on. I hope you hold on with me.